Revival and Reformation
Myself in God It has been a long time since i set down and written something, and i should say i miss it a lot. I miss sharing my daily experience with God, the blessing he showers me with and the faithfulness he shows every moment. It has been a roller coaster these past months. A lot has surely happened and in the middle of everything i kind of lost myself, myself in God. I lost my relationship with God, i stopped praying, reading the bible...you name it, but even worse I stopped recognizing that am a sinner who needs salvation. The most painful thing about the whole situation is to even loose your identity in Christ all in the name sustaining worldly relationships. Writing this almost brings me into dears when am thinking about the kind of life i have been living recently. You know i thought i had given up my life for Christ, I thought i had surrendered all...but i guess i thought a lot and acted little. Am talking to my sisters who want to build a beautiful, sustainable relatio...