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"Without Humility of heart all the other virtues by which one runs toward God seem- and are - absolutely worthless" *What does it really mean to be humble? Does it mean that we have to be wall flowers and fade into the scenery, never making our presence known or ffwlt ? Does it mean that we acknowledge everyone else as superior to us and we always let them take the lead? Does it mean we never wear a beautiful dress or get our hair done? No oit doesn't mean any of that. *Humility is not about acting as though you are not valuable. Humility is a matter of the heart,a sense thatyou uunderstand how blesses you really are by the talentsyou have been given and the mmaterial things that make your life comfortable. Its about knowing when to step back and applaud the people around you. How to tale a bow because something, you did turned out well. Its about submitting to your father as a daughter and to your husband ads a wife. Its about acknowledging that your sisters have cer...

Myself in God It has been a long time since i set down and written something, and i should say i miss it a lot. I miss sharing my daily experience with God, the blessing he showers me with and the faithfulness he shows every moment. It has been a roller coaster these past months. A lot has surely happened and in the middle of everything i kind of lost myself, myself in God. I lost my relationship with God, i stopped praying, reading the bible...you name it, but even worse I stopped recognizing that am a sinner who needs salvation. The most painful thing about the whole situation is to even loose your identity in Christ all in the name sustaining worldly relationships. Writing this almost brings me into dears when am thinking about the kind of life i have been living recently. You know i thought i had given up my life for Christ, I thought i had surrendered all...but i guess i thought a lot and acted little. Am talking to my sisters who want to build a beautiful, sustainable relatio...